why?...

It all happened in a flash...i fell so badly...

i thought love will never let me grieve on things that i never thought love could cause me...but there it came "so much of it"...

I fell in love with you because of no any reason to reply...my heart don't have the mouth to speak out of how it feels...rather that it would change my cheek's color for a blush...for a pale of sadness...or for an ached smile...my brain works for my hearts happiness...

Anatomy is not my forte, but that's how magnificently i ended up explaining how i feel right now...right now that we're thru...we're ENDED...

My eyes...it won't stop shedding tears...it almost get a luggage...and worst, i can't see well...

My nose... i thought i can't smell the air...the coffee...shucks i can't breathe...

My lips...well, i don't know how it turned out so red when i don't put a lipstick, oh, now i remember, when i was a kid, i always face the mirror when i'm crying...i realized then, i'm cute when i'm crying...(stupid)

My body...it's shaking, i don;t understand this force that's keeping me shakin' , well, i'm nit doing anything then...or maybe the oxygen that i can't inhale...

My Brain...this is my most precious brain...i graduated in BS Psychology -Academic Scholar and Topnotch level...but now i can't explain, just what and where it went wrong...


My Heart...It never dies...but it's lost somewhere i don't know.... x(


You know who taught me to use this " x( " ? ....it's you...g